music is medicine for the soul

I can't believe I only read 4 pages in 1 hour. 

I've been studying for 3 half-days already, and I haven't even touched the next subject yet. :|

too bad couldn't take a pic of us dissecting the cadavers. it's disrespectful daw :|

I was trying to figure out how to make panoramic shots from my digicam, since apparently that's what xD cards are known for. But sadly I don't have that feature anymore, I had it with my Olympus one that died on me a few months ago.

ANYWAYS I checked out the site of the specific Fuji camera I have right now and I discovered that my camera had A LOT of features I never knew about!!! This is for not reading the manual before using. Fuck ang tanga talaga hahahahahaha all I can do is just laugh at myself. The day I got this camera was the first day of my series of vacations, so I didn't bother studying it. Point and shoot lang naman e. But it has all these manual functions pala!!! Like ISO and WB and exp. compensation that I could have used but didn't. And many other shooting modes. :( hahaha

I enrolled yesterday. I DIE WITH THE SCHEDULE but that's how it really is. And white uniforms, black shoes, white socks again :(

My classes this sem are neuroscience, physiology, gross anatomy, biochemistry, histology, and clin ep, which I have no idea what.
Welcome back lab days!

My schedule:

MWTh: 7am-4pm
T: 7am-6pm
F: 8am-10am

Phew for friday, and schedule tailored to my Tuesday color-coded car.
Classes are 4hours each, so watch me sleep through my 7am classes. I hope unlike in Ateneo where I'm ALMOST ALWAYS late for my first class, here I won't. But I doubt it :| I am so NOT a morning person. Teehee :p

Since we're sectioned alphabetically by last name, the only person I think who's gonna be my classmate would be my HS friend Rach Lacson. Hopefully there will be more people I know in my class!

Not getting into UP is such a bummer. I'm starting to think what I said during the interview that they hated. Maybe because of my dual citizenship? Or I wasn't eloquent enough.

I hate it when people become excited for you and keep your hopes up, because then you'd also have that hype. Then you find out in the end that it just didn't work out. Well things always DON'T work out for me, so I might as well just have to get used to this.

Well my UP-or-bUST plan has resurfaced. Sorry pero ma-pride, I just don't want to go into UST. But unfortunately...

And this just made me think more if I really want to go into medicine or not. After spending time off in Dagupan with some friends, I decided that I wanted to have a life that I could really have the balance of personal time and work time, of rest / vacation time and work time.

I'm scared of making a final decision about what I really am going to go for. Where will I really find my place???

It's either medicine, with all the years of studying, all the years of reading, sleepless nights, and a whole life ahead of re-learning and re-reading, and being on-call a lot.. But it seems fulfilling, exciting, and who could forget the prestige?

Or going corporate, taking up what I've always been thinking of in the back of my mind - actuarial science. It is psych + math, which works for me, but I'm not sure if I really could comprehend all those numbers. And there are 10 tests to go through to become certified! I just hope I don't become an office bum - something I promised myself I wouldn't be. But you can actually control your schedule.

Ho hum.

I have about 2 months left to figure it out, I guess..
Before I enroll in UST
Or before I take the MCAT
Or before I enroll for another major
Or before I apply for some job.

Kill me now.

Cell mol test
Theo orals
Philo orals

SEMBREAK!

How fun to bum.

This is so sad.

I know everything I want to say.
I just can't seem to write them all down.

Just toying around with Photoshop to have a wallpaper that I didn't just pirate. Just some color layer and moving around and smudging.. So I came up with 

After reading the part from substance-related disorders chapter on alcohol abuse and dependence,

I MISS BLOCK INUMAN.


Still eating banana chips after 4 hours? Whee :) tabang taba.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

1. If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
World, hold on - Bob Sinclair feat. Steve Edwards
2. What would best describe your personality?
Blind - Lifehouse
3. What do you like in a guy?
Stop crying your heart out - Oasis
4. How do you feel today?
It's not me - 3 Doors Down (but it is)
5. What is your life's purpose?
See the world - The Kooks (I knew it!)
6. What is your motto?
Hang on - The Akafellas (oh yes)
7. What do your friends think of you?
Better together - Jack Johnson
8. What do you think of your parents?
Runaway - Mae
9. What do you think about very often?
When the children cry - White Lion
10. What do you think of your bestfriend?
Quasimodo - Lifehouse (Sad! haha)
11. What do you think of the person you like?
Here in my heart - Chicago
12. What is your life story?
Don't Cha - The Pussycat Dolls feat. Busta Rhymes (umm?)
13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Soak up the sun - Sheryl Crow
14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
Landslide - Dixie Chicks (meron pala akong ganun na song)
15. What do your parents think of you?
Oh yeah - The Subways (dapat lang!)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
A time for us - Andy Williams
17. What will they play at your funeral?
Got no love - The Kooks
18. What is your favorite hobby/interest?
Oh what a night - Doobie Brothers
19. What is your biggest fear?
Raw power - Guns N Roses
20. What is your biggest secret?
Go your own way - Fleetwood Mac
21. What song will be the title when you repost this?
Isn't she lovely - Stevie Wonder

Taken from ellyn

If I don't want to be a doctor, what will I be?

Anything exciting without all the years of studying+training please!

I know I can handle med school, but I don't really want WANT it anymore. It's still the main option, but I feel there's something missing.. Maybe I should take some time off after school and think about it? Hmm. I want something that has to do with traveling, or something un-routine-ish.

Think think think.

I wanted to be a stuntwoman before, pwede pa noh?!! :) hahaha

This is to stop me from adding stuff to the list!
Well, still 3 weeks to do some work and cross out stuff LOL

Yey to AISIS for making me lose one wednesday of my life!

But most productive enlistment session. See what I've done since 7am (so that makes it 10 hrs online)

-Answered a lot of sudoku puzzles
-Shined the inside of my car
-Ate 2 meals
-Took a bath
-Played piano
-Took bird crap off car
-Vacuumed car
-Washed all car mats

Now my car is ready to go! nyahaha

How stupid talaga, super mas ok online reg ng ibang schools.